Saturday, November 23, 2024

First Ski of the Season

     After days of indecision—enough snow? wet snow? good snow?—my son, Ela, and I decided suddenly at 8:00 Monday morning, the day before his return to his home in Washington, that yes! We would ski at Crater Lake.
    I slung wax on my skis and flung them into the car along with boots, poles, and ski clothes, then drove to Jacksonville and met Ela at his dad's. And then more delays: coffee, ski rental, and, at Union Creek, a bathroom break. I was anxious about getting in enough skiing without having to dive home in the snow and the dark.
    Fortuitous delays! The turn-off past Union Creek was blocked with snow, but just as we got there, a snowplow pulled up behind us. Any earlier, and our plans would have been foiled. We followed the snowplow all the way to the park entrance.
    Snow was falling. The temperature was 21 degrees. Not a single car at the trailhead. Expansive solitude.
    We parked, gathered our gear, took a quick photo,

then stomped steps into the seven-foot snowbank, snapped boots into skis, and took off. It was just after noon. Still snowing.
    Ecstatic pleasure! Perfect snow—soft and fluffy as kitten fur and unbelievably deep—gorgeous soft powder through which we sank to our knees at every step. The tips of our skis only occasionally peeked through, sliding into view like little animals. Pretty soon we were breaking trail uphill. Such hard work! And gloriously beautiful. On and on we went, Ela usually in front. I did my share of breaking trail, too

though maybe not my fair share unless you take into consideration differences in age and stamina. The sky was gray, the snow soft, the route uphill, the forest dark-trunked and white-burdened. Snow fell and fell. We pushed on and on and on through the soft, deep snow.
    After two hours, at a suitable fork in the road, we started back, skiing in our tracks at a good rhythmic pace, in a slow, steady glide. Ela was far ahead of me, skiing fast, but every once in a while he stopped and looked back before continuing. At one point a huge blast of cold wind and heavy snow obliterated him from sight altogether. The last half-mile (or more, surely!) was uphill again, and by that time I was worn out. One step, the next step, then another, and finally I saw Ela disappear down the stomped-in steps to the road. (He tried to ski it. Bad move.) We dumped skis, poles, and wet clothes into the car, climbed into the front seat, and turned on the heater.
    We had skied five and a half miles, through that glorious deep snow. It was 3:15. The temperature was still 21 degrees, but the snow had stopped. 
    Ela drove again. We stopped for a beer, then to return the rented skis, then to Ela's dad's house, where dinner was waiting. I gratefully accepted the offer to spend the night.
    I fell asleep with my body still attuned to the graceful rhythm of skis on perfect snow and the bracing sensation of cold fresh air as I followed my son up the mountain and back down. What a wonderful, wonderful day it had been!


Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Cataract Removal

     Thursday I had cataract surgery on the left eye, the long-distance eye. Friday I had a post-op, everything-looks-good appointment. Saturday I took a walk through the forest.
    How the world has changed! I hadn't realized how restricted my world had become. Now, I peer through the trees and can see, sharply, to the vanishing point. I can see the deep clefts in fir tree bark and the tiny, shaggy shingles of madrone bark. I can see the difference in the patterns of bark on pines, firs, cedars, and oaks. I raise my eyes to the tops of white oak trees, where individual lobes of bright yellow leaves are etched onto the sky. Colors, which I had thought bright already, have deepened and glow.
    You know how images in some modern photographs are as sharp in the distance as those in the foreground? That's how it is: an unbelievable clarity, an indescribable depth in the world around me.
    I did an interview years ago with a Marshall Scholar named Geoffrey Tabin, an ophthalmologist who provides free cataract surgery in many developing countries In a video about his work, one man says he was knocked down by a cow because he couldn't see. Another says it was so hard to get to the outhouse he stopped eating. A woman hated being a burden on her daughter, who has her own children to care for. Then the operation. Then removal of the eye patch. Then amazing joy. Such dancing! Such ululation! Such smiles!
    I wasn't running into cows before my surgery, but, yeah, I know why these people were dancing.
    Next month I'll have surgery on the other eye. Then I'll be able to read without blurred vision, too.
Such joy! Such smiles! I might even ululate.





Monday, November 4, 2024

November 2024

    Tomorrow is election day. I've already turned in my ballot. (In Oregon, all ballots are mail-in.) I urge you to exercise your civic privilege and vote (unless you're a Trumper, in which case, maybe you can just forget it this time around).
    I am writing this blog post now because I don't want to face politics at the moment, as I will have to do, for one reason or another, after tomorrow. I want to write about something beautiful or fun or wonderful.
    Like this beautiful world we live in.
   In the Appalachians, where I grew up, autumnal glory is in the mass of colors, whole mountainsides vibrating with reds, yellows, oranges, purples, pinks, umbers. In the Siskiyous, the dogwoods turn pink, or, this year, a darker red. The leaves of black oaks and white oaks turn yellow.

The broad-leaf maples turn yellow. The viney maples are sometimes yellow, sometimes fiery red. The alders and willows are light yellow. The ferns are yellow-brown, and vanilla leaf is yellow-green.  
                                                                            Photo by Margaret delll Santina

    Boring? Not at all!
    In the Siskiyous we don't say, "Wow! Look at all the colors on that mountain!" We say, "Wow! Look at that spectacular tree!"
Sun-drenched maples glow bright yellow among the dark trunks of the forest,

The delicate viney maple, leaf by leaf turns red on the edges of yellow.
                                                                            Photo by Margaret delll Santina

Nowhere are our eyes so dazzled by the colored trees that we can't appreciate the subtler beauties of the autumn forest: the carpet of 
madrone leaves,

the sap-tipped red scales of a new sugar pine cone,

the patterns in a manzanita trunk,

the reflections of river-bank bushes in the river.
    Oh, how I have enjoyed walking in the woods this fall!
                                               Photo by Margaret delll Santina