Wednesday, May 29, 2024

An Impressive Show of Siskiyou Wildflowers for My Sister from Georgia

    My sister Laura, who lives in Atlanta, is a wildflower enthusiast, a botanical artist, and, though she's not a scientist (she repeatedly said she wasn't), she's also not an amateur (she bristled when I called her that), but certainly she's an astute and knowledgeable botanical observer. When she planned a visit here in mid-May to see the wildflowers I have been raving about for years, I set out to prove I had not been exaggerating.
    For weeks I was checking out the trails for the best wildflowers. I chose a different hike for each day she would be here—Bolt Mountain at the south end of the Applegate Valley; Lower Table Rock outside of Medford; the East Applegate Ridge Trail in the center of the Applegate; and Baldy Peak, in the southern part. The displays were amazing. Fingers crossed they would not have faded before Laura got here.
   They did not disappoint. We saw 98 species on the four trails. Forty-one of those species were unique to a particular trail. We marveled everywhere we hiked.
    We called flowers by name as we hiked—an astonishing 35, 40, up to 50 species on each trail. Some of the Siskiyou flowers were familiar to Laura from their East Coast relatives (Indian paintbrush, vetch, columbine, etc.), but many were completely new to her (rough eyelash, tarweed, mission bells, fritillaria recurva, among others). She was a quick learner, recognizing flowers on one hike she had only learned the previous day. She hunkered over flowers with her magnifying glass. She carefully pulled apart partial blossoms to examine their parts. ("I feel like a gynecologist," she said.) 
    We saw the very unusual woolly Oregon sunshine on the Baldy Peak trail. I jumped up and down in excitement to recognize on that trail a rough eyelash, which I had never seen before. Laura especially loved the Siskiyou iris, with its creamy petals and purple veins. When she took a picture of a fritillary (recurva) from underneath, with the sun shining behind it, we discovered a phenomenon I had never known: the petals are transparent, like stained glass. When the sun shines through them, they glow yellow, as opposed to the opaque red they present when viewed from the top. It was extraordinary.
    The spreads were spectacular—lupine and mule's ears on Baldy Peak; sea blush interspersed with goldfields on Bolt Mountain; tall blue-eyed Mary and bi-colored vetch on Lower Table Rock, where wildflowers stretched to the horizon on the flat the top of the mountain. 
    Each day, we returned to my house with my list of identified flowers and photos of the unknowns, then opened books and websites to find the names of the latter. We identified the flower Laura had called a DYC (damn yellow composite) that was so widespread on Bolt Mountain I was embarrassed not to know it—nodding microseris. We identified the unusual Hooker's Indian pink on Bolt Mountain and the singularly distinctive summer snow (leptosiphon parviflorus). We learned to distinguish between blue dicks and ookow (count the stamens; six on blue dicks; three on ookow) and between mule's ears and balsam (by the leaf structure). We made guesses, dug deeper, changed our minds, narrowed down the possibilities, consulted with Siskiyou wildflower experts, finally made indisputable identifications. We worked late into the night, then got up the next morning for another hike and more new flowers. 
    The Siskiyou wildflowers put on an A+ performance. 
    Laura said she didn't know anyone else she could "geek out with" over wildflowers as we were doing. It was a sisterly thing and lots of fun.
    Laura enjoyed everything during her visit: the massage; the yoga class; brunch at the Jacksonville Inn; dinner at the Lindsay Lodge; buying wine from an Applegate winery to give as gifts back home; working the jigsaw puzzle she had brought to me; buying dresses together at a shop in Jacksonville; hiking with my friends—but nothing could equal the impressive show of the Siskiyous' wildflowers. 
    I was so pleased.
    Next time, I told her, she should come in July, for the high-country flowers. What a good time we will have geeking out over even more Siskiyou wildflowers. I can't wait.

Thursday, May 9, 2024

Memories of Mike, on the Anniversary of His Death

     A few days ago, on May 7, Dignity Memorial sent me an email, reminding me that May 7 was the day Mike died, four years ago. Following their suggestion, I am sharing some memories of my dear late husband on this blog because I loved him and miss him.

(1) Mike greeting me as I landed in the canoe at my wedding site, joyously gathering me into his arms, his face aglow with happiness. (Mine, too.)

(2) Dancing to Alice DiMicele's rendition of "Dance Me to the End of Love," our chosen wedding song, later that day. I hadn't known Mike could dance until we started practicing in his living room, and then I thought how much fun we would have going out dancing in the Rogue Valley. That never happened, making the wedding dance even more poignant a memory for me. 

(3) The car-camping trip Mike dreamed up and planned for us the summer I hurt my knee and couldn't hike. Car-camping? But I'm a backpacker! But Mike knew what he was doing. It was so much fun!

(4) Rogue Valley Symphony Orchestra concerts. It seemed such a bonus that Mike liked the same kind of music I liked—besides the hiking and cross-country skiing, besides reading books together and sharing political views and enjoying good food and wine. After he died, I couldn't listen to classical music without crying. I didn't return to the symphony concerts until this past season.

(5) Just about any moment on any trail and especially any moment in the Dolomites, but specifically, from the Dolomites: I had broken down in tears for the pain in my heel, which we doctored with an ace bandage and Tylenol, then continued to the top of the pass, where a crucified Christ hung on a cross. Mike suggested I prostrate myself before it and ask forgiveness and maybe Jesus would heal my foot. Funny-Mike.

(6) I loved looking back at Mike on the trail, hiking or skiing, his eyes sparkling with joy.

Thursday, May 2, 2024

Gems from My Life

Diamond
Some jeweler somewhere
long ago fashioned a featureless rock
into a diamond's tiny facets
from which the sun strikes fire,
Fourth-of-July sparklers
over Crater Lake's lapis
as I swim.

Ruby
No rubies gleamed among the rocks
Along the shore of Ruby Lake,
Nor did the water splash red as I dove in.
But if rubies are the gemstones of the sun
(As Hindus would have it)
Or the king of all gemstones
(As jewelers' ads would have it),
Then, with mountain peaks clasping Ruby
Like prongs gripping the stone of a ring,
The lake was a genuine gem.

Emerald
I have swum in Emerald Lake in the Trinity Alps
in Emerald Lake in the Sierra Nevada
in Emerald Lake in the Rocky Mountains
and could no doubt swim
in an Emerald Lake on many mountains
because a lake as green as those
could not but be named Emerald.

Garnet
They're called garnet yams
Though the rich orange mash
Merges not with our vision
Of the shiny red gleam of garnet gems.
And though the rough red skins
Might resemble unpolished garnets,
We never really see garnets in the rough
So can hardly identify the yam with the gem.
But give anything the name of a gem
And it will sell.

Turquoise
Once, while I wandered lost in psychic hinterlands,
God told me Satan had thwarted all efforts
to give me the ring that would prove
my initiation into the hermetic circle.
I wound in its place a string on my finger.
Later, wandering in mental peregrinations
around the grounds of the mental hospital,
I sat for a spell at a picnic table,
catatonically uncommunicative
even with the man who joined me there.
Years later, I looked often at the turquoise ring I wore
and wondered what had made him give it to me.

Opal
My mother, an October child,
wore opal earrings
which, I was pleased to know,
when we opened her will after she died,
she had opted to leave to me
But, alas!
She had bestowed those opal earrings
long ago on her granddaughter
who had not the will
to offer them then
back to me.

Pearl
I wish you to be an oyster
And turn these grits of irritation
Into gifts for appreciation
Pearls to love
Along with the other gems
Of my personality.